Snapshots from Green Victoria (tedwords) wrote,
Snapshots from Green Victoria


Peter wrote to me today. His landlord's raising his rent and he's going to be forced to move back onto the Kingston campus.

Although I suppose an option is to propose moving in with him, I really feel ambivalent about this. I think that the better course is to move out on my own and not get too heavily involved with any one person for at least a year. My whole life since I was 17 has been one of intense commitment--first Steven, and then, Josie. Yes, Peter and I have now been seeing each other (dating) for about five months, but I don't want to go any farther than that. I need to focus on standing on my own two feet and staying connected with Josie and the kids in this new role--first and foremost. There are a lot of important bridges to cross these next few months.

It's been very hard to focus this past week. Last week was a distraction--and a welcome one--but you can't hide from reality. I feel really torn.
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