My chest hurt terribly during much of the show, so much that after Pauline dropped me off, I had to rest until around three in the morning at the apartment before driving to the homestead. I lay on my couch watching Buffy and rising from my couch-grave every now and then to hack and expectorate. the sperm vampire has been transformed into a snot vampire (which was Steven King's original idea, after all).
Did get receipts done last night, and cleaned up a bit, and I do feel a bit better this afternoon, which is a veddy veddy good thing! This morning, Josie and I had our first somewhat constructive talk in a week. It wasn't earth shattering but it was at least a step in the right direction. I did start looking into a mediator, yesterday.
G--I am sad that you took me off your friends list. I wish we could talk about this and at least be LJ friends. I still think there's a lot of ways we could help each other. Just think about it, okay? When all is said and done, real or no, I really do care about you.